Download this for Microsoft Windows Media Player 10. It’s so cool. Didn’t get my hair done yet. I’ll get it fixed next Monday. I’ll get the temporary ones. Nothing special has happened lately, Ramel, Jhessel and Fred was here last night just to spend the night.

I’ve been cleaning my room and I don’t know why. It must be that habit that my dad that got us into, welcoming the new year with a clean room. This is so weird. Or maybe because the break’s too long it makes me do shit that I usually don’t.

My sister’s pissing me off. She’s such a bitch. I was evesdropping on a phone call a while ago. Here’s what I heard:
Bitch: Hello.
Bitch’s Friend: O ano?
Bitch: Baka mamayang gabi. Basta.
Bitch’s Friend: blah-blah yung mga kapatid mo e.
Bitch: Hinde, basta mamayang gabi, mga tulog na yon.

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I smell something fishy. I’ve got a plan. I’m not stepping in to conclusions yet, I’ll catch her tonight. I’ll stay downstairs until she leaves. There’ll be no mercy. She fucking used up all the gas in the other car. It was at least half-full when I last used it. This is so unfair.

I’ll be getting my dreads tomorrow. Let’s see what will happen. I stumbled upon this, reminds me of Chona Mae.

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Late night coffee

I’m really fond of drinking so I never miss a chance to have one as whenever, wherever possible…

It has been few days since we have exchange private message, he is very smart guy and surprisingly he cute…. Lets call him sweet sexy angel! Since I’m the Hornydeville! (lol! I just love the name!)

I often told him I’m not pretty and with his usually replied I usually get carried away! I is true that he not that physical but damn you gotta get hold of him…. Here our little story

On Tuesday night I was out with my closest friend at ********, we had a dinner a few drinking and had a good laugh… during the time my friends and I was having dinner, we were exchanging messages…. First it goes like “Where are you? What’s up?” told him I’m out with some friends at greenbelt3. He then asked me if we could possible meet that night since he is also within the area, I wanted to prolong my craving and told him “Bukas pa tayo mag-co-coffee, di ba?” but still he insisted. It must be the alcohol or maybe it was because I’m really excited. I finally said YES. Then I got the message “I’m here parked in blah..blah…blah…. just get in the car na lang” I had to disburse the fun. My friends and I moved to starbucks coz it was a little bit too late they will have to travel pa. We just grab a cup of coffee and long said our goodbye’s. I had a grande of caffe mocha in my hand while my other hand was carrying another baggage. I ask a friend of mine to assist me towards the car, but that was I let everybody disappear into thin air. I told my friend “Please don’t leave until I get into the car” he nodded and we walked toward the car, before I totally got into the car I waived goodbye.

I was really surprised how he looked like chinito, maputi ,mabango and cute (far beyond I was expecting! Since he also insited his not that good looking). We introduced ourselves and I was excusing my self coz I’m kinda drunked. But he said it’s okie. I still look fine! He went straight driving to Pasay area and ended up in a motel. He assisted me on the way to the room (take note I was still holding my grande caffe mocha!) I first put down my hand bag and sipped at my cup. He asked me if I could kiss him. I slowly walk towards him and gave him a gentle kiss then gently pulled away coz I wanted to tie my hair up, he pulled me back and kissed me again he said I tasted like mocha! (damn! He kiss very well, with someone who smoke his breath was fresh and his teeth is really nice!) I couldn’t resist my self I gave him a naughty smile. He helped me undress and then asked me we take a shower. We took a shower and then head on to the bed.

He started teasing me (or I think I started teasing him) with sweet short kisses. Then our kisses became heavier, tongue intertwined while his hand was busy exploring my breast, he was touching me gently, feeling my breast. The next thing I know he was going down to my neck then to my breast, really nice tongue work, he was encircling my nipple with his tongue, he went lower down to my thighs he gently licked my inner thigh, then he finally licked my damn wet pu**y. Ghee the tongue it self felt good, I felt my blood was rushing to my head. He kept on licking me first touching my clit down to my hole. Man he was giving me one hell of a tongue f*ck. I was moving my butt up and down to be able to help him. I couldn’t resist to cum just when I was cumming I pulled my hips up but he had a good grip I wasn’t successful. He kept on doing it and he made me cum again! Damn I think I squirted! Damn I came twice! Whoa! Just when I can’t handle to more he went up kissing my body slowly. I grabbed and lay him to bed, it’s my turn now. I crawled up and kissed his lips, then I licked his ear, going down to his neck, I began touching his chest while he was caressing mine. I lowered myself and gently licked his nipple, gently nibbling it while my hand is working its way down I gently licked him going down to his erected d*ck. I slowly licked the head then the body. I slowly sucked it while my tongue was feeling how hard it was. I licked and sucked him. Licked the head encircling my tongue to his d*ck and gently glides my tongue down to his balls. I licked just about every corner of his ball occasionally sucking it. Then I started going down to his ass, gave him some lick up to his balls. After a long foreplay he pulled me up and lay me to bed, he positioned himself between my legs. He pulled up my hip and slowly inserted his d*ck in my wet pu**y. He began moving his butt, making his d*ck goes in and out. The started slow and gently increasing the speed. Damn he f*ck well that I locked my legs with his. As he pushed more he kisses more. Going up and down and up down, I wanted to tell him harder honey, but I wasn’t able to he was going to be very tolerable speed. We were both breathing hard but didn’t mind it. I heard he said I’m near just as I was about to cum. The movement was getting stronger (so was the kisses) that he go pulled his self away because he was cumming. He lay on my top, I felt his hot cum in my tummy and gave me a gentle kiss with matching tight hug.

We rested for a while and decided to take a shower again, in the shower he gave me one good massage! It feels really relaxing. We took the shower together while sharing chitchatting. He sent me home and ended up the night with a kiss.

He will be like my caffe mocha! I want to have him again wherever and whenever its POSSIBLE!!!

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Oh my God! This is so hilarious! This is like blog wars! I’m laughing my ass off. I just read the blogs of the funny ex-couple, both my so-called friends. Anyway, I just wanted to say it because I can’t stop laughing and don’t bother about this, I’m leaving no comment after this. I’m not siding with anyone, just passive about it. I was planning to post the links but I figured that it might just do damages.

Anyway, just to let you all know what I’ve been up to in the past hours. I’ve finished setting up the other computer as a web server with PHP and MySQL. I’ll be conducting some research, studying and testing. I’ll take them as accomplishments right now. I’ve also extended the LAN cable so that it can reach to my room and I’ve properly configured the firewalls so I don’t have problems with file sharing, printing and remote desktop control. I’m on geek-mode since I have nothing else to do. Forgive me if I’m too technical. Besides, blogs was originally made by geeks and bored losers like me.

But I sure do want to jam right now and get off of the computer screen for a while.

Ok, so today isn’t much of a bad one. It’s a good start. Cooked my own food, ate it while reading one of my favorite publications (it’s not the paper). I guess I can live alone by myself. It’s not so bad. It’s great actually. It’s so peaceful. I want to start working and earning money for myself and live in my own place.

Hey, dreaming has no price.

Fred just crossed the line yesterday from dumbass to a village fugitive. He and Macy, his apprentice went to the house just to eat our food, mess up the house and put viruses on my computer. He just pissed me off.

Anyway, it was either Ramel or Fred that downloaded the spyware. They surf for porn too much. If they want good porn, then they should prepare a million dollars and a credit card first. My laptop is one of my personal belongings and I don’t want it getting messed up and I have a lot of very important files there including my huge collection of MP3s.

So yesterday, everyone went home first. Leaving me home alone. I was so bored and hungry. I didn’t want to spend money so I skipped dinner. I was so bored that I was literally banging my head on the wall. It’s not so bad at all, actually, it’s a great way to waste your time.

Our gig at Malate is moved to the 14th of January instead of the 24th. That’s a Friday. we are in need of a vocalist right away. If you know one or if you can sing for shit, contact me. We prefer it to be a male and sings a wide variety of genres but mostly reggae and alternative.

Damn I hate my sister. I hope that she will rot in hell and be eaten by maggots. My parents are on vacation and are out of the country so she has some power in this house. This is my worst Christmas ever. It’s even worse than what I was expecting.

She kicked me out of the house right before Christmas eve. I told her I was going to Ramel’s house for their Noche Buena. She said okay but she hid the car keys so I asked for it. She said she didin’t have them so I checked my stuff if I did have them, it turned out that I didn’t have them. So I had the car alarm go off and see if she had them, I caught her in the act. She had them all along. She told me that mom said that I should commute. Is she fucking around with me? Because I wasn’t. I was so pissed off I told her, “Sana sinabi mo na sakin kanina pa. You don’t have to fucking lie to me.” Before that I was already holding my sweater and the house keys. I walked out of the house and told my friends about what just happened. She yelled back (which took her forever to think of a reaction), “Don’t come back!” I know she’s lying about what mom said. She’s dumber than dumb can get. There’s no public transportation at that time. God!

I went around for a while, got a little help from Angel and my friends. Ian got kicked out of his house to and he was supposed to stay at the house for the meantime so we we’re both out in the cold celebrating Christmas. Around 4, we decided to wake up my brother so he could open it for us. I don’t know why I didn’t think of it earlier. I swear I’ll get back on her later.

Yesterday, I went out with Irene. I had some fun. For Christmas, very few got to think of me. It’s okay. I’ve accepted everything. The asshole had his own way of saying sorry and I forgive him for the asshole he is. Everybody had his way. I don’t want to spoil your holidays, have fun!

Damn it, I just had some minor injuries that might lessen my ability to play bass. I just sprained/strained my right wrist the other day and yesterday afternoon, I made a small cut on the tip of my left ring finger. Although, I rarely use my ring finger for playing, it’s still useful. It’s a bit of a discomfort when I drive (when turning right) because of my wrist.

The cut came from the CPU fan when I was checking if it was working. I was at Ian’s place at that time, we tried to network our PCs to play games. Oh yeah, I’m planning a LAN party at my house on the 28th or something. Bring your own PC and monitor. It’ll be one night only. I’m not sure with it yet.

Insomnia has struck again. I’ve only had 5 hours of sleep in the past 2 days and I still can’t sleep. I’m trying to take advantage of this right now, I feel like I want to study some shit. I’m so fucking bored and lazy. This Christmas break is such a bummer. Annicka’s here and I feel like visiting them but it looks like my ass is glued to the ground. I’ll just say hi or something.

This sucks.

Hi! I’m drunk again but this time I won’t say so much. I just found out that I have inviting priveleges in my GMail account. E-Mail me or contact me in some way if you want one.

I just enrolled today (21; yesterday) 18 units. I took TRIGMAT again. Didn’t take PETWODA since it had conflict with my schedule. I have two courses under Bogart and both about database which means double torture for another sem. I just noticed how much shit I have to go through to catch up with my math subjects. Anyway, enrollment was faster than before. We got the enlisment process computerized so it’s more convenient this way.

I figured out yesterday that I can’t stay mad at people forever. But I won’t make the first move and this time, I’d let them say “sorry”. How could they say it if I didn’t let them? Yeah, it took me a while to think of it. More later.

I just got back from school. I got some of my grades. Mr. Aldous was kind enough to give me a failing grade. Damn it! Now I have to take it for the third time! Fuck! Anyway, for the rest of my grades, I got what I was expecting. 2.0 for LITFORM, 1.5 for DATBASE and 1.0 for INTPHIL. I think I’ll get a 2.0 at ENGLTRI tomorrow. I have to go back there tomorrow to enroll.

My parents are leaving for their vacation on Wednesday then we’ll have a party at our house at Alabang on the 26th with my cousins (our parents know). It sucks that they’ve trusted my sister for this. It’ll be like hell here. She thinks she’s a saint but underneath that skin is an evil creature.

Enough of that. There’s still a reason to be happy. I’m getting my hair dreadlocked after Christmas. So watch out for it. Hahaha!

This year’s Christmas Ad of Victoria’s Secret has just been released. Nothing beats a commercial with softcore porn. Haha! Who wouldn’t want to see supermodels with lingerie saying, “Delight me!” on your TV? Here’s one small cap for you.

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Okay, I’m a bit tipsy so forgive me if you get offended. I went out with my good ole friends. Had a lot of fun and some drinks. Guerrero, courtesy of Ramel. I’m in the mood to write right now since I’m tipsy and I can say everything I want.

Tonight was a great reason to drink. Last day of classes, Christmas is coming soon and I only get to be with my friends once in a while. It’s good that everyone’s happy the way it is. I don’t want to be part of anyone’s life anymore because when you’re the one trying to help, you’re the one to be considered the criminal of the century. Stop, I don’t want to talk about it anymore.

Anyway, DATBASE is surely a foot in your ass. Extra requirements are given in your last week when you thought that it’s your vacation anyway. You can’t resist because you can’t risk flunking another course.

Lately, I’ve been very disoriented. I’ve lost track of the time and day. I don’t know what the reason is but it really sucks. Well, at least now I can take my break so keeping track of what day it is won’t really matter.

My next gig will be on January 24, 2005 at Malate. Not sure of what time and exact place yet but if you’re my friend, you better be there. Wait, I suddenly forgot all the shit I wanted to write (or stuff that I CAN write).

You know, this journal or blog or whatever the fuck you call it, isn’t much of a freedom of speech. Sure, it’s my space and I can put in whatever I want. But there is a fine line of decency, compassion, mercy, respect and all the bullshit there is to not write what you want to say. I just erased something I typed. I figured that if I wrote it, it would be offensive in some manner. Let’s be positive.

Thanks for all the friends who have been there all the time. I owe you all. Haha! Now that’s a nice thing to say, isn’t it. Okay, that’s enough crap for the day. I’m tired and it’s time to gain all that energy.

I just came up with someting, I just came up with an answer to one of my question/wish. The reason I can’t write stuff that I want to is it has to be where it is. Personal shit are personal, you don’t have to share it to the world. It’s up to you if you want to. But errr…yeah, I have the urge to but I have to keep it to myself before I start hurting other people.